~itsumo-no-manatsu

Hi to whoever's even bothering to read this.
Um. Yeah.

I know I've been really really uncommited to dA for the longest time, and I'm gonna stop complaining and blaming it on all the things happening in my life and stress and whatnot, because actually, I think it's just my very loose hold on life and bad time management.

I do draw, but I never post, in fact I think I haven't posted ANYTHING on dA for a really long time, and I feel tremendously guilty because I've been just leaving all my art unfinished and neglected for very long periods of time.

Sometimes, I don't even think that I'm busy, but instead of trying to improve my art by posting it here and getting good critique, I'm wasting my time on other things. Especially all throughout the last week, since I've had my school's term break. And um. Yeah. Sorry.

An especially big apology to my sensei, *manic-goose whose been trying to teach me how to improve my art and supporting it, and I feel bad for being a bad student by not trying to do anything to do better, and not posting anything here at all, and being more or less absent for months and months at a time. Sorry, sensei.

School starts tomorrow. But I'm going back to being more committed to dA and art, as well as my school work and music lessons. I'm really going to try and do everything I can to do well in my studies this year, with a really important upcoming exam in October, but I'd like to try and improve in my hobbies , like drawing, and playing my violin and piano more than once a week so I can show myself that I CAN do it.

So... Yeah.

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That aside, I'd like to thank ~aria-arissa, for being a super student in school, a great friend and somewhat GRANDMOTHER-like figure [which is entirely not true], a superb piano player and full time honour student [who cares if you failed Add-Maths?], and one of the people who I can really look up to. I should idolise you more and work harder to do better in studies, art and music like you already are.

Also, ~Reikas-DeJaVu, for being there all the time. I see you every day for at least 2 hours, and I don't appreciate you enough when you're there for me. Eventhough there were times when I thought we were drifting, we're great now, and I know that our friendship will never change in the slightest, no matter what.

And a glomp to ~Silver-Strife-Angel, for being one of the funniest people in the world, full of at times scathing remarks and mostly laughter. Who can look good in a kimono and in normal clothing, not to mention being fun to exploit at the times when I want to play Hairstylist. Thanks for the silly talk we had on the phone during our exam week. I needed that.

Thanks to all three for being able to sleepover last Thurs. I've never slept so late before, but what the heck, it was worth it. AND, Reika, you look good in tights and "boots". ;D

And to everyone, I'll post something soon. I promise!